This year's raya seems to be quiet, since yesterday, my sis going off, and mom and dad also off along with her. But all the best to my sis for studying in st.andrew, scotland. I feel quite down maybe because i don't think i've spend enough time with her, i guess times just fly where once you were fighting always, seeing each other most of the time and now everyone with their own agendas.  Hmmm..I feel that I'm not a good brother, I don't know why I cannot connect things so easily like other people do, like always being the odd one out among all, like being the hard one clicking. And I want to apologize on all what i have done, on how i behave and being such a bad brother..I'm sorry..I guess your the one, i could talk things about, your the one who's always gathering the family, thank you very much sis, i hope you take care of yourself, and never forget us...love you very much sis..